Qing's blog
Happy 21st, loverboy. ♥
Ohman. Everyone's like trying to talk me out of extending it. =/
Maybe they just don't understand what I really want? Think mei's the only one whom I can talk to about all these. OKAY. I know everyone's concerned lah. But trust me, I'm fine and I know what I'm doing. I know when to stop and I won't go overboard one lahhh. :) People! Stop nagging lah k! :))
Have been losing my temper really easily these days. Don't know whether it's the lack of sleep or what. Or maybe it's just my exams. Just don't feel too good, lah.
Threw a huge fit on Wednesday because daddy decided to heed aunt's advice and sell my car away. Argh. I don't see how this makes my life anymore normal than it is now. Like seriously. Other 19 year olds not owning a car doesn't mean that it's not normal to own one lor.
What exactly is that so called normal life she's always talking about anyway? _l_
Trashed my lappy earlier this morning. Was so pissed off cuz sis was screaming nonstop and that sort of woke me up. Decided to grab my lappy and finish typing the rest of my CL stuff and while I was walking downstairs, she started screaming again. Got so ticked I slammed it on the table. Think that's what caused my lcd screen to crack. Arghhhh. 1300+ for the repairs please! How not to spoil my mood for the rest of the week huh. Just sucks you know. So wanna throw more things and break them all. =/
OKAY. And I seriously felt like fuck when daddy came back from KL just now. It's bad enough I trashed another laptop, and now he has to be soooo nice as to get me snacks and stuff from KL. How not to feel guilty ah? And he's being very nice and everything, asking me whether I wanna go over to Aussie to look for bestie and take a break. Ahhhh. Just don't feel good you know!
So I've decided to be a good girl and take in as much students as I can to get my lappy fixed asap and to earn the money myself for the trip to Aussie. :) Gonna keep my fingers crossed that mom would allow me to go too. >.<
I think this entry seriously have zero entertainment value okay. Just purely rantings cuz I really need to get some shits off my chest. And maybe to take my mind off my stupid econs notes too..
Why do I feel like shit when I read all those things?
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