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Monday, April 28, 2008
Awww. ):
Poor Nando. ):
He's worked so hard this entire season and yet lost out on the 2 awards.
Whyyyyy?!
I can totally understand CRonaldo winning the PFA player of the year award.
But how can Cesc get the PFA young player of the year?!
Though he did alot better this season, but I seriously think Nando deserved it more lor.
Omg I'm so pissed. ):
PFA Premier League Team of the Year:
David James (Portsmouth), Bacary Sagna (Arsenal), Rio Ferdinand (Man Utd), Nemanja Vidic (Man Utd), Gael Clichy (Arsenal), Steven Gerrard (Liverpool), Cesc Fabregas (Arsenal), Cristiano Ronaldo (Man Utd), Ashley Young (Aston Villa), Emmanuel Adebayor (Arsenal), Fernando Torres (Liverpool).
12:51 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
}Football post
I NEED TO RANT.
& I think this post will most probably be filled with profanities.
So. You people can just ignore this post.
Or, please don't comment on anything if you wanna read...
Mancs-Chels
As much as I don't like the mancs, I'd very much rather they win tonight lah.
I would rather mancs win the cup than that fucking Israeli.
The match was one fucked up shit alright!
Don't know what the fuck is Ferguson thinking.
CRonaldo on the bench?
You've gotta be kidding me right?
How can anyone rest him on the bench?
It's just fucking stupid lahhh.
He's like the top scorer of mancs and prolly the one who's holding 'em up.
He must have felt really frustrated just now.
Argh. Stupid linesmen too.
Totally on chels side lah!
Flagging offside nonstop.
And when they switch sides after the break, fucking gave chels a penalty.
Omg seriously. Can Fifa fucking change the referees already!
They're all getting so old and stupid that it's affecting all their judgements!
Arghhh. If only mancs won...
The chels morale will be bloody low....
Pool-Chels
Thank God I was too sleepy to watch the full game.
If not, I think I would prolly throw the tv control into the screen.
Stupid Riise.
Fucking brainless ass.
I hope he'll go knock his head against the wall or something.
If not, can someone please shoot him?
How can anyone score a fucking owngoal in the 90th minute?
If not bad enough, the last 30 seconds of a game?
He could have cleared the fucking ball with his leg.
Instead, he have to be sooo stupid to use his head.
Useless pile of shit.
I hope pool will sell him or something.
Whatever the fuck.
Just get rid of this fucker. =/
Now chels just have to play defensive on wed and it's history for pool.
Stupid bunch of fuckers.
How can anyone let chels take the game back to Stamford Bridge?
Unbeaten in 81 games at home.
Fuck. If mancs can't beat 'em, I think we can forget about a CL final already.
Pool-Brum
Zzz.
Now Rafa is being stupid as well.
Oh don't keep saying that you hope that Nando can break Van nistelrooy's record when you don't even wanna play him.
2 games! 2 fucking league games left!
Argh. Rest him for the chels game on wed?
Pessimistic, maybe.
But it's at fucking Stamford bridge.
He's gotta be kidding me if he thinks he'll get a good result there.
Arghhh. Fucking senseless idiot!
I hope pool loses tonight.
Partly cuz I hope Birmingham don't get relegated.
And secondly, not everyday is sunday.
Winning at Craven Cottage with a reserve team doesn't mean you'll win again at St Andrew's Stadium tonight.
Okay. Brum, please win!!!
Arghhh. Fuck Peter Crouch....
I thought that things will be different after I made my stand.
I guess the change was only temporary because you clearly don't get the idea.
What must I do to make you realise that I'm fucking unhappy with the way you're acting?
Must I lose my temper everytime to get my point across to you?
Have it ever occurred to you that not everyone thinks the same way as you do.
It may be just pure fun to you, but it might be some serious stuff to me.
I can lose my temper very easily.
But everytime this happens, I'll still try my best to bear with it because if I don't, it'll only strain this friendship even more.
I'm seriously fucking tired of the way you're acting.
Why is it that you just don't understand how much it affects me?
I really don't know what to say to you anymore.
You just don't get it...
I will delete this post when I feel more appeased. :)
12:03 AM
I NEED TO RANT.
& I think this post will most probably be filled with profanities.
So. You people can just ignore this post.
Or, please don't comment on anything if you wanna read...
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Mancs-Chels
As much as I don't like the mancs, I'd very much rather they win tonight lah.
I would rather mancs win the cup than that fucking Israeli.
The match was one fucked up shit alright!
Don't know what the fuck is Ferguson thinking.
CRonaldo on the bench?
You've gotta be kidding me right?
How can anyone rest him on the bench?
It's just fucking stupid lahhh.
He's like the top scorer of mancs and prolly the one who's holding 'em up.
He must have felt really frustrated just now.
Argh. Stupid linesmen too.
Totally on chels side lah!
Flagging offside nonstop.
And when they switch sides after the break, fucking gave chels a penalty.
Omg seriously. Can Fifa fucking change the referees already!
They're all getting so old and stupid that it's affecting all their judgements!
Arghhh. If only mancs won...
The chels morale will be bloody low....
Pool-Chels
Thank God I was too sleepy to watch the full game.
If not, I think I would prolly throw the tv control into the screen.
Stupid Riise.
Fucking brainless ass.
I hope he'll go knock his head against the wall or something.
If not, can someone please shoot him?
How can anyone score a fucking owngoal in the 90th minute?
If not bad enough, the last 30 seconds of a game?
He could have cleared the fucking ball with his leg.
Instead, he have to be sooo stupid to use his head.
Useless pile of shit.
I hope pool will sell him or something.
Whatever the fuck.
Just get rid of this fucker. =/
Now chels just have to play defensive on wed and it's history for pool.
Stupid bunch of fuckers.
How can anyone let chels take the game back to Stamford Bridge?
Unbeaten in 81 games at home.
Fuck. If mancs can't beat 'em, I think we can forget about a CL final already.
Pool-Brum
Zzz.
Now Rafa is being stupid as well.
Oh don't keep saying that you hope that Nando can break Van nistelrooy's record when you don't even wanna play him.
2 games! 2 fucking league games left!
Argh. Rest him for the chels game on wed?
Pessimistic, maybe.
But it's at fucking Stamford bridge.
He's gotta be kidding me if he thinks he'll get a good result there.
Arghhh. Fucking senseless idiot!
I hope pool loses tonight.
Partly cuz I hope Birmingham don't get relegated.
And secondly, not everyday is sunday.
Winning at Craven Cottage with a reserve team doesn't mean you'll win again at St Andrew's Stadium tonight.
Okay. Brum, please win!!!
Arghhh. Fuck Peter Crouch....
I thought that things will be different after I made my stand.
I guess the change was only temporary because you clearly don't get the idea.
What must I do to make you realise that I'm fucking unhappy with the way you're acting?
Must I lose my temper everytime to get my point across to you?
Have it ever occurred to you that not everyone thinks the same way as you do.
It may be just pure fun to you, but it might be some serious stuff to me.
I can lose my temper very easily.
But everytime this happens, I'll still try my best to bear with it because if I don't, it'll only strain this friendship even more.
I'm seriously fucking tired of the way you're acting.
Why is it that you just don't understand how much it affects me?
I really don't know what to say to you anymore.
You just don't get it...
I will delete this post when I feel more appeased. :)
12:03 AM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
HEHE. :)
♥ LOVE LOVE!
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♥ LOVE LOVE!
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Met up with Ben for lunch after my class on Thursday. -sorry for making you wait uhh!-
Did abit of shopping from Raffles City to Suntec. Played at the arcade before heading over to Funan. Hee. Got myself a xiaobai. It's really cute and huggable lor. Right Yongzhe?
Haha. It was kinda tiring cuz I haven't shopped for so long in ages. In fact, I haven't walked into any other shopping mall other than cwp for the past two weeks! It was nice to go shopping like that once in a while. Though I didn't buy much that day..
Ohwells. I'm happy enough with my xiaobai. :)
Was completely knocked out by 1130 that night. Really tired lah. So tired that I forgot to set my alarm for the next morning.. >.<
BUT. I wasn't late for class! For once in 2 weeks. Thanks Ben for waking me up! Shall treat you to icecream when you're back! Hahaha~
& don't forget the souvenirs hor! LOL. :)
17 days to go..
Alright. Now I can't wait for Monday.
Madness with the gang~
}亲爱的, 这是爱情吗?
3:39 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Okay.
Haven't really been updating properly recently.
Nothing interesting to blog about anyway.. Maybe I should just delete my blog. HAHA. Hmm...
Anyhoos. Class have been really boring the past week. Apart from hanging out with Kav & YC, I've been pretty antisocial. Don't really like the current modules especially IMS. Boring module and the lecturer is pretty umm.. horrible. His idea of explaining in simple english is to use horribly broken english. Not exactly the kind of lecturer I have in mind. Was totally OMG when he started teaching that day. Kinda full of bull as well, saying the dumbest things in class. Seriously. I'll skip his lectures if I can..
Haven't been in the best of moods lately.
But, surprisingly, I haven't flared up or anything, yet. That is if you don't count the senseless quarrel I had with mom on Sunday.
Ohwells. Stuff happened and I'm trying to cope with them and not flare up. But seriously, I don't know how long more can I endure lah.
Just hope to resolve everything asap. Though I must say it won't be easy..
Alright. I need to rant badly. You people can ignore the next part. :)
You.
There are boudaries that I don't cross. But if the other party crosses it, I don't see the need to restrict myself anymore.
I'm very disappointed in you. Damn fucking disappointed. What you said hit me all of a sudden. No, I did not expect this from you at all. I thought that you're different from them all. I thought that I could trust you and tell you things. In the end? All I got was this.
Just so fucking sudden, you know? Of all people, why you? Huh? Why do you have to be the one to betray my trust?
I guess they're right about you. You've changed. So much that I don't know you anymore. I seriously don't know if I can still talk to you and pretend that nothing happened. In fact. I don't even think I will be able to look you in the eye anymore.
& you.
It's been 4 months since you got stuck in this pit.
I've really run outta ideas to help you get out of it. Sometimes you just make me wonder whether do you even have the intention of crawling out of it or not.
I'm not mad at you. I can never get mad at you. I'm just disappointed.
There are moments when if feels like you really tried. But it's only a while before you fall back in again. Falling deeper each time round.
I've no more strength to support you, you know? I really can't do this anymore. It seems that no matter how much effort I put it, it's all for nothing because you're not helping yourself one bit.
You kept telling me you wanna crawl out of it. But have you really tried? I guess you're the only one who knows the answer. It's whether you want to or not, and not whether it's possible or not. Because it's evidently possible..
You can be warm and the cold to me in a matter of days. Why huh?
You've never once let anyone of us get close enough to you. Your heart is always shut so tightly I don't know what to do anymore.
It's exhausting trying to play catch-up with you. Yes, you may say that you slow down at times. But do you really think it's enough? Enough for the people around you to catch up with you?
I feel like giving up. But there's always a part of me that tells me not to.
Really hope that you'll be able to open up to us. I'll be waiting.. ♥
} All I wanna do now is to go out and enjoy myself thoroughly with my close friends..
p/s: thanks Kav dear for giving me a ride home today. <3
7:00 PM
Haven't really been updating properly recently.
Nothing interesting to blog about anyway.. Maybe I should just delete my blog. HAHA. Hmm...
Anyhoos. Class have been really boring the past week. Apart from hanging out with Kav & YC, I've been pretty antisocial. Don't really like the current modules especially IMS. Boring module and the lecturer is pretty umm.. horrible. His idea of explaining in simple english is to use horribly broken english. Not exactly the kind of lecturer I have in mind. Was totally OMG when he started teaching that day. Kinda full of bull as well, saying the dumbest things in class. Seriously. I'll skip his lectures if I can..
Haven't been in the best of moods lately.
But, surprisingly, I haven't flared up or anything, yet. That is if you don't count the senseless quarrel I had with mom on Sunday.
Ohwells. Stuff happened and I'm trying to cope with them and not flare up. But seriously, I don't know how long more can I endure lah.
Just hope to resolve everything asap. Though I must say it won't be easy..
Alright. I need to rant badly. You people can ignore the next part. :)
You.
There are boudaries that I don't cross. But if the other party crosses it, I don't see the need to restrict myself anymore.
I'm very disappointed in you. Damn fucking disappointed. What you said hit me all of a sudden. No, I did not expect this from you at all. I thought that you're different from them all. I thought that I could trust you and tell you things. In the end? All I got was this.
Just so fucking sudden, you know? Of all people, why you? Huh? Why do you have to be the one to betray my trust?
I guess they're right about you. You've changed. So much that I don't know you anymore. I seriously don't know if I can still talk to you and pretend that nothing happened. In fact. I don't even think I will be able to look you in the eye anymore.
& you.
It's been 4 months since you got stuck in this pit.
I've really run outta ideas to help you get out of it. Sometimes you just make me wonder whether do you even have the intention of crawling out of it or not.
I'm not mad at you. I can never get mad at you. I'm just disappointed.
There are moments when if feels like you really tried. But it's only a while before you fall back in again. Falling deeper each time round.
I've no more strength to support you, you know? I really can't do this anymore. It seems that no matter how much effort I put it, it's all for nothing because you're not helping yourself one bit.
You kept telling me you wanna crawl out of it. But have you really tried? I guess you're the only one who knows the answer. It's whether you want to or not, and not whether it's possible or not. Because it's evidently possible..
You can be warm and the cold to me in a matter of days. Why huh?
You've never once let anyone of us get close enough to you. Your heart is always shut so tightly I don't know what to do anymore.
It's exhausting trying to play catch-up with you. Yes, you may say that you slow down at times. But do you really think it's enough? Enough for the people around you to catch up with you?
I feel like giving up. But there's always a part of me that tells me not to.
Really hope that you'll be able to open up to us. I'll be waiting.. ♥
} All I wanna do now is to go out and enjoy myself thoroughly with my close friends..
p/s: thanks Kav dear for giving me a ride home today. <3
7:00 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
}Ling's tag
Starting time: 1528
Name: Sandy
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 7?
Height: 165 ):
Where do you live: JB.
Favorite drinks: Hmm..
Favorite breakfast: I don't take breakfast. :)
Have you ever been on a plane: Yep
Swam in the ocean: Not exactly swimming, but yeah.
Fallen asleep in school: Of course.
Broken someone's heart: I guess so?
Fell off your chair: Uh huh
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yeah
Saved e-mails: Some of 'em.
What is your room like: Messy. & I like it this way. (:
What's right beside you: Nothing?
What is the last thing you ate: Laksa
Ever had chicken pox: Yep
Sore throat: Yeah, definitely.
Stitches: Yep
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Nay
Like picnics: Not really..
Who was the last person you danced with: I don't dance.. At least not anymore.
Last made you smile: Jae
You last yell at: Cousin
Today did you talk to someone you like: Not yet.
Kiss anyone: Nope
Get sick: Yep
Talked to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Yeah
Eat: Yeah
Best feeling in the world: I don't know. Hmm..
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: My carrotcake is not exactly an animal... =/
What's under your bed: My unfinished jigsaw puzzle.
Who do you really hate: Hate is a strong word. No one to that extend, I guess.
What time is it now: 1534
Randoms :
Q:Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yep
Q: Do you have any siblings: 3
Q: Do you want children: Nope
Q: Do you smile often: Not really
Q: Do you like your handwriting: Acceptable I guess.
Q: Are your toenails painted: Nope
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: No one's.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing: White.
Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Having dinner at Gram's.
Q: I can't wait till: 1st of May.
Q: When did you cry last: 3 hours ago.
Q: Are you a friendly person: Nope
Q: Do you have any pets: Nope
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? - Somewhere out there..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? - A little, I guess.
Do you sleep with the TV on? - Nope
What are you doing right now? - Doing this quiz?
Have you ever crawled through a window? - Nay
Can you handle the truth? - Sometimes
Are you too forgiving? - Nope
Are you closer to your mother or father? - Dad
Who was the last person you cried in front of? - Dad
How many people can you say you've really loved? - I don't know.. =/
Do you eat healthy? - Nope
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - Yep
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? - Yep
How often do you go to church? - Never
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? - Lynn, Jae and him.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? - Depends.
Are you confident? - Sometimes..
PASS THIS TO 5 PEOPLE !
Ben
Howe
Lynn
Sophie
You, whoever's reading this
3:40 PM
Starting time: 1528
Name: Sandy
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 7?
Height: 165 ):
Where do you live: JB.
Favorite drinks: Hmm..
Favorite breakfast: I don't take breakfast. :)
Have you ever been on a plane: Yep
Swam in the ocean: Not exactly swimming, but yeah.
Fallen asleep in school: Of course.
Broken someone's heart: I guess so?
Fell off your chair: Uh huh
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yeah
Saved e-mails: Some of 'em.
What is your room like: Messy. & I like it this way. (:
What's right beside you: Nothing?
What is the last thing you ate: Laksa
Ever had chicken pox: Yep
Sore throat: Yeah, definitely.
Stitches: Yep
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Nay
Like picnics: Not really..
Who was the last person you danced with: I don't dance.. At least not anymore.
Last made you smile: Jae
You last yell at: Cousin
Today did you talk to someone you like: Not yet.
Kiss anyone: Nope
Get sick: Yep
Talked to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Yeah
Eat: Yeah
Best feeling in the world: I don't know. Hmm..
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: My carrotcake is not exactly an animal... =/
What's under your bed: My unfinished jigsaw puzzle.
Who do you really hate: Hate is a strong word. No one to that extend, I guess.
What time is it now: 1534
Randoms :
Q:Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yep
Q: Do you have any siblings: 3
Q: Do you want children: Nope
Q: Do you smile often: Not really
Q: Do you like your handwriting: Acceptable I guess.
Q: Are your toenails painted: Nope
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: No one's.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing: White.
Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Having dinner at Gram's.
Q: I can't wait till: 1st of May.
Q: When did you cry last: 3 hours ago.
Q: Are you a friendly person: Nope
Q: Do you have any pets: Nope
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? - Somewhere out there..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? - A little, I guess.
Do you sleep with the TV on? - Nope
What are you doing right now? - Doing this quiz?
Have you ever crawled through a window? - Nay
Can you handle the truth? - Sometimes
Are you too forgiving? - Nope
Are you closer to your mother or father? - Dad
Who was the last person you cried in front of? - Dad
How many people can you say you've really loved? - I don't know.. =/
Do you eat healthy? - Nope
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - Yep
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? - Yep
How often do you go to church? - Never
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? - Lynn, Jae and him.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? - Depends.
Are you confident? - Sometimes..
PASS THIS TO 5 PEOPLE !
Ben
Howe
Lynn
Sophie
You, whoever's reading this
3:40 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
I have a sudden urge..
To do a corset piercing on my lower back.
Nothing too fanciful though.
Just a simple one like this..
Or this..
:)
To do a corset piercing on my lower back.Nothing too fanciful though.
Just a simple one like this..
Or this..:)
2:00 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
HEHE. :)
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11:26 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
I just saw something..
& I wonder whether it means anything.
5:45 PM
& I wonder whether it means anything.
5:45 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
HELLOOO. :)
I can't believe I woke up soooo early today when my class is in the afternoon, lah. Thanks hur cousin! -.-
Anyways, was out with Ling last night for dinner.
Ms Ng was actually on time, for once. Wahaha. Kinda surprised ehhh. =x
Ohwells. Had our dinner at foodcourt and JY came and hung out a while.
Got our bubbletea and roamed around CWP after dinner. I can't believe myself sometimes. Say wanna jian fei in the end still drink bubbletea. Sinful lah!
Anyways, Ling started dragging me into the various shops after JY left. Really my sun you alrights! Go out with her sure buy loads of things one. HAHA. ALways using the "Qinggg" tone on me. OMG. =/
But, I guess last night was still alright lah. Considering how the things weren't ex at all.
CWP is seriously starting to bore me though. Think we walked around each floor at least twice aights. So dumb lahhhh.
Heng there's still the arcade around.. Played the Jurassic park game where you sit in the car and take the gun to shoot at the dinosaurs. It's still alright lahhh. Not much thrill though. Still think HOTD4 is much more fun though..
Anyhoos. Roamed around the shops after playing and sorta bumped into Loo. Wahaha. Couldn't recognise him lah! Lol ohwells. Walked around abit more to get some stuff and bumped into Ling's cousin too.
Had some drinks at mac before cabbing home. Woo. Heng aunt didn't nag this time. Hee. :)
ANYWAY.
I'm getting kinda annoyed with someone.
The self-love is getting a tad too irritating in my opinion.
Just gets on my nerves, lahhh. How can anyone be so.... ARGH?
Mom saw the pic I took with this someone sometime ago and when dad asked a question (which I'm not gonna say what), and then mom answered saying, "walao. i hope not. so ugly lorrr."
Seriously. That's kinda sad cuz my mom don't usually make such comments about any friends of mine..
And the other thing is that I don't like people to get the wrong idea about me.
Especially it's matters concerning _____.
Felt totally fked up that day lah.
Please lorrr. I seriously don't know why anyone would get such horrible ideas about this someone and me lahhh.
Like wtf can. Close friends on mine should know that this someone is like, not my cup of tea lahhh!
So, people, seriously, some things don't need to say also know one lor.
But to prevent anymore misunderstandings, I shall not go out with this someone anymore.
Not that it's much of a loss anyway. Now that I'm getting kinda annoyed too.
AND. Not to forget. This someone is soooo fucking s___ lah.
Nono, not my type please, thank you very much.>.<
9:45 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
OKAY. Please ignore the previous wordy entry cuz it's just utter rubbish, lah. Wasn't in the best of moods lately. So frustrated that I wanna break something to appease myself.
Anyway. First day back in school. Class is relatively boring. Think it's prolly cuz the lecturer is Manjit Singh. Never really liked him that much when I had him for OB in Dip. Ohwells. Just hope he won't be a tough nut to crack in Degree. Though dear told me he's quite an ass and pretty darn demoralising - which I've experienced just now when he made us do the essay.
Ahhh, what the heck. Don't really have the mood to think about school at the moment. Kinda stuck in my holiday mood. Heh. Just wanna sleep all day longggg. =/
Woo. To digress abit.
Pool-Rovers match last night. Heh. Rather boring but loads of eyecandy. Nando and Roque both scored. -Happy happy- Seeeee. My gut feelings' so far quite accurate lorr. Say they'll both score they really score. Ohwells. Andandand. It's Nando's 30th goal of the season. Awesome right? I really think he deserves the awards more than CR do. Ahhhh. >.<
Actually, wasn't really able to enjoy the first half of the match as I caught it at Gram's. Cousin was being a total pain in the ass. Seriouslyyy. Just being a complete retard and just trying to oppose us for nothing lahhh. So tempted to ___ him. Arghhhh. Whatever luh. I can be a bitch too. -.-
Alright. I gotta go prepare for dinner with Ling. Wahahahaha.
4:32 PM
Anyway. First day back in school. Class is relatively boring. Think it's prolly cuz the lecturer is Manjit Singh. Never really liked him that much when I had him for OB in Dip. Ohwells. Just hope he won't be a tough nut to crack in Degree. Though dear told me he's quite an ass and pretty darn demoralising - which I've experienced just now when he made us do the essay.
Ahhh, what the heck. Don't really have the mood to think about school at the moment. Kinda stuck in my holiday mood. Heh. Just wanna sleep all day longggg. =/
Woo. To digress abit.
Pool-Rovers match last night. Heh. Rather boring but loads of eyecandy. Nando and Roque both scored. -Happy happy- Seeeee. My gut feelings' so far quite accurate lorr. Say they'll both score they really score. Ohwells. Andandand. It's Nando's 30th goal of the season. Awesome right? I really think he deserves the awards more than CR do. Ahhhh. >.<
Actually, wasn't really able to enjoy the first half of the match as I caught it at Gram's. Cousin was being a total pain in the ass. Seriouslyyy. Just being a complete retard and just trying to oppose us for nothing lahhh. So tempted to ___ him. Arghhhh. Whatever luh. I can be a bitch too. -.-
Alright. I gotta go prepare for dinner with Ling. Wahahahaha.
4:32 PM
AWWW. SO CUTE. :) SIGH. ):
Had a horrible horrible week.
Was stuck at home for most of the week and had a couple of quarrels with mom.
Argh. Just so fking mad, you know?
Thought that I could enjoy my last week of break before going back to school.
But was only out on Tues night and Thurs afternoon.
Add the amount of time I was out on both days together also not more than 5 hours lah!
Grrr. Wtf, I know.
Just sucks to be at home during my break lahhhh.
Had so much plans last week. But in the end? SIGH.
I think I can give up on trying to go to Sentosa already lah.
I've been talking about going there since Dec?
And I've been pangseh-ed by God knows how many people already.
Aiya. To hell with it.
I
DON'T
WANNA
GO
ALREADY.
Seriously. It's so fking pointless for me to keep asking people whether they wanna go or not.
Cuz in the end.. Still kena pangseh-ed.
WASTE OF TIME ONLY.
OKAY. I just can't help getting soooo mad when A im-ed me that day luh.
SO FKING RUDE CAN?
Whatever luh.
I DON'T WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM ANYMORE. _l_
Stuff returned already.
Soooo, I guess some friendship are to be given up lor.
OHWELLS.
Class starting tmr.
Sigh. ):
1:44 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Dear Aloysius Ng Kit Han
I don't think you're worthy to even be called a friend now.
You're so fucking heartless it just makes me so mad.
So mad that I'd actually travel to PJ to give your little whore a slap in the face.
Love, Qing
7:18 AM
I don't think you're worthy to even be called a friend now.
You're so fucking heartless it just makes me so mad.
So mad that I'd actually travel to PJ to give your little whore a slap in the face.
Love, Qing
7:18 AM
Monday, April 7, 2008
Why am I..
so affected by your words?
I'm wavering for some reason.
If it was 2 years ago, I know I'd waver for sure.
But now? I thought I've moved on.
I guess I was wrong.
Maybe, just maybe. Some part of me still can't let you go.
But I'm really afraid that if I were to open up to you again, I'd get hurt another time.
It all seem to be a neverending cycle.
No matter how much we still care for each other, we're just not meant to be.
1 year and 4 months.
That's how long I took to get over you.
11:16 PM
so affected by your words?
I'm wavering for some reason.
If it was 2 years ago, I know I'd waver for sure.
But now? I thought I've moved on.
I guess I was wrong.
Maybe, just maybe. Some part of me still can't let you go.
But I'm really afraid that if I were to open up to you again, I'd get hurt another time.
It all seem to be a neverending cycle.
No matter how much we still care for each other, we're just not meant to be.
1 year and 4 months.
That's how long I took to get over you.
11:16 PM
}This is the first time..
I dreamt of you.
But I won't deny I still miss A. :(
Anyhoos. Had a nice but awkward chat with D just now.
Guess there are things that never change hur.
Don't know why but there was a weird feeling. =/
Thanks mei for going through it with me. Helped me to open up and tell him some stuff too.
Though part of me still cared, there'll always be this fear that I'll get hurt again.
I just don't wish to take the risk.
Furthermore, it took me so long to get over him.
It'll kill me to go through everything again, luh.
OKAY. I'm feeling.. Fucking frustrated now.
I really don't understand.. Why is it so hard for me to like someone.
Why is there always someone around to screw things up for me.
And why must that person always be you?
Why do you always make things difficult for me?
I know that you're not interested, but can you guarantee that your flirtatious nature would not indirectly make him fall for you?
Yes, I'm too serious when it comes to certain things.
I'm not natural enough in front of the guy I like.
Your flirtatious attitude just made everything worse.
And in the end, I always let go because you are my friend.
I'm so fucking tired, really.
12:04 AM
I dreamt of you.
But I won't deny I still miss A. :(
Anyhoos. Had a nice but awkward chat with D just now.
Guess there are things that never change hur.
Don't know why but there was a weird feeling. =/
Thanks mei for going through it with me. Helped me to open up and tell him some stuff too.
Though part of me still cared, there'll always be this fear that I'll get hurt again.
I just don't wish to take the risk.
Furthermore, it took me so long to get over him.
It'll kill me to go through everything again, luh.
OKAY. I'm feeling.. Fucking frustrated now.
I really don't understand.. Why is it so hard for me to like someone.
Why is there always someone around to screw things up for me.
And why must that person always be you?
Why do you always make things difficult for me?
I know that you're not interested, but can you guarantee that your flirtatious nature would not indirectly make him fall for you?
Yes, I'm too serious when it comes to certain things.
I'm not natural enough in front of the guy I like.
Your flirtatious attitude just made everything worse.
And in the end, I always let go because you are my friend.
I'm so fucking tired, really.
12:04 AM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
}three's a crowd.
OKAY. I have absolutely nothing to blog about. Just feeling kinda frustrated and wanna rant abit. Nono I'm not gonna rant here. Too many people know this url already.
Ohwells. Thanks mei and buddies for lending me a listening ear yah.
Just don't feel so good. And I don't know how I'm gonna express my displeasure now cuz the last time I voiced out, things didn't go too well.
Argh. I need something to relieve this pressure mannnn. Maybe a back piece or ankle piece might take that pain away? =/
Andddd. I hate weekends now. Aunt's being so fking annoying and wouldn't stop her nonsensical shites. All she does is talk about helping to relieve their stress. But have she ever thought about who's gonna help me relieve my stress huh? Absolutely retarded okay.
Apparently, I have a low threshold of stress too okayyyy. _l_
>Howe don't be annoying please! Hahaha. You can slowly go through my birthday photos and make a guess. lol :p
Friendster link! :)
1:03 AM
OKAY. I have absolutely nothing to blog about. Just feeling kinda frustrated and wanna rant abit. Nono I'm not gonna rant here. Too many people know this url already.
Ohwells. Thanks mei and buddies for lending me a listening ear yah.
Just don't feel so good. And I don't know how I'm gonna express my displeasure now cuz the last time I voiced out, things didn't go too well.
Argh. I need something to relieve this pressure mannnn. Maybe a back piece or ankle piece might take that pain away? =/
Andddd. I hate weekends now. Aunt's being so fking annoying and wouldn't stop her nonsensical shites. All she does is talk about helping to relieve their stress. But have she ever thought about who's gonna help me relieve my stress huh? Absolutely retarded okay.
Apparently, I have a low threshold of stress too okayyyy. _l_
>Howe don't be annoying please! Hahaha. You can slowly go through my birthday photos and make a guess. lol :p
Friendster link! :)
1:03 AM
Friday, April 4, 2008
OKAY.
Had a rather tiring week cuz of my stupid law and econs papers. So darn glad that they're finally over. Not gonna give two hoots about my results for now. Bloody waste of my last time to think about them don't y'all think so?
Anyhoos. Had a pretty darn good rest at home yesterday. Not that it's enough though. Still wanna sleep somemore to make up for all the lost time. Think another week of rest should suffice? Haha. Maybe I'm just plain lazy luh. Don't really have the mood to go out anymore thanks to someone though. =/
Alright. Shall digress abit and talk about some happier things instead. :)
Went out to PS in the evening with daddy and kor to get dad's phone to the service center. Wanted to shop abit to get some piano scores from Yamaha but dad was hungry so we headed to Central @ Clarke Quay for dinner after dropping the phone off at Samsung. ):
Kor recommended eating at Waraku. Said that the food's not bad or something. And that don't have much of a queue. Don't know whether it's cuz we're suay or what, but there was a queue luh. Not long, but I just don't like to wait ya know..
Anyway, the food's not exactly fantastic but still not bad luh. Eaten better Jap food at some place else before so.. Yep. :)
Rushed to the airport after that as daddy needed to get uncle's car and drive back to JB for him. Spent some time at Coffee Bean with them before leaving. Didn't really do much 'cept drinking my coffee at one corner as I was feeling tired and them talking about business stuff just bore me to death. Entertainer was too busy to reply my texts also. Sad luhhhh. :(
Reached home at exactly 12 just now and came online to rant to sis about some stuff. Haa thanks sis for listening to my rantings everytime luhhhh. And entertainer seriously don't entertain me anymore lahhhh. >.<
Post's getting kinda nonsensical if I do say so myself. Getting kinda braindead already and buddy's trying to dig something about me. Stuff concerning *ahem. Darn funny luh. Haiyo. Think my clues are damn clear le cannnn. Haiyooo. =/
Ohohoh. 'pool got a draw with the gunners at Emirates stadium that day. Super exciting match luh. Now I have the confidence in them. Pretty sure they'll win in Anfield and my darling Nando's gonna score again.. Woots. :) So looking forward to the next game now..
OKAY. I shall end this post as I think I pretty much used up my brain juice lah.
NIGHTY DARLINGS. <3
Counting down - 3 more weeks. ):
I don't want you to leave luhh!
2:12 AM
Had a rather tiring week cuz of my stupid law and econs papers. So darn glad that they're finally over. Not gonna give two hoots about my results for now. Bloody waste of my last time to think about them don't y'all think so?
Anyhoos. Had a pretty darn good rest at home yesterday. Not that it's enough though. Still wanna sleep somemore to make up for all the lost time. Think another week of rest should suffice? Haha. Maybe I'm just plain lazy luh. Don't really have the mood to go out anymore thanks to someone though. =/
Alright. Shall digress abit and talk about some happier things instead. :)
Went out to PS in the evening with daddy and kor to get dad's phone to the service center. Wanted to shop abit to get some piano scores from Yamaha but dad was hungry so we headed to Central @ Clarke Quay for dinner after dropping the phone off at Samsung. ):
Kor recommended eating at Waraku. Said that the food's not bad or something. And that don't have much of a queue. Don't know whether it's cuz we're suay or what, but there was a queue luh. Not long, but I just don't like to wait ya know..
Anyway, the food's not exactly fantastic but still not bad luh. Eaten better Jap food at some place else before so.. Yep. :)
Rushed to the airport after that as daddy needed to get uncle's car and drive back to JB for him. Spent some time at Coffee Bean with them before leaving. Didn't really do much 'cept drinking my coffee at one corner as I was feeling tired and them talking about business stuff just bore me to death. Entertainer was too busy to reply my texts also. Sad luhhhh. :(
Reached home at exactly 12 just now and came online to rant to sis about some stuff. Haa thanks sis for listening to my rantings everytime luhhhh. And entertainer seriously don't entertain me anymore lahhhh. >.<
Post's getting kinda nonsensical if I do say so myself. Getting kinda braindead already and buddy's trying to dig something about me. Stuff concerning *ahem. Darn funny luh. Haiyo. Think my clues are damn clear le cannnn. Haiyooo. =/
Ohohoh. 'pool got a draw with the gunners at Emirates stadium that day. Super exciting match luh. Now I have the confidence in them. Pretty sure they'll win in Anfield and my darling Nando's gonna score again.. Woots. :) So looking forward to the next game now..
OKAY. I shall end this post as I think I pretty much used up my brain juice lah.
NIGHTY DARLINGS. <3
I don't want you to leave luhh!
2:12 AM