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Monday, April 7, 2008

}This is the first time..
I dreamt of you.
But I won't deny I still miss A. :(

Anyhoos. Had a nice but awkward chat with D just now.
Guess there are things that never change hur.
Don't know why but there was a weird feeling. =/
Thanks mei for going through it with me. Helped me to open up and tell him some stuff too.
Though part of me still cared, there'll always be this fear that I'll get hurt again.
I just don't wish to take the risk.
Furthermore, it took me so long to get over him.
It'll kill me to go through everything again, luh.


OKAY. I'm feeling.. Fucking frustrated now.
I really don't understand.. Why is it so hard for me to like someone.
Why is there always someone around to screw things up for me.
And why must that person always be you?
Why do you always make things difficult for me?
I know that you're not interested, but can you guarantee that your flirtatious nature would not indirectly make him fall for you?
Yes, I'm too serious when it comes to certain things.
I'm not natural enough in front of the guy I like.
Your flirtatious attitude just made everything worse.
And in the end, I always let go because you are my friend.
I'm so fucking tired, really.

12:04 AM