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Sadddddd. ):

Mei's gone all the way to KL to work and she didn't even inform me.
Only got to know about it through Ed.
Apparently she wanted to surprise me.
Hurhur. Ed told me so no surprise le.
Anyways. The thing is.
All flew to KL leaving me alone here.
Emo luhhhh.
Why hurrr!
All come back here lah!
Walao. ):

Niki darling. Please take good care of yourself in KL! ): ):

Okay. Damn random I know.
But. Sighhhh.

12:01 AM

Hello all! ♥
I'm in a rather good mood today so I shall blog abit. :)

Have been helping daddy out at the office recently on the condition that he will pay for the repair of my laptop. Rather exhausting actually. Waking up at 7 every morning to go for class and then rushing back again to daddy's office to help him till 6 plus 7? I'll then spend the rest of my night gaming away till about 3am before sleeping for a couple of hours and the cycles starts all over again the next day. Sighhh. No life, I know. What to do? Ask me out lor people! (:

Didn't even have the chance to meet or even talk to love for the past week because he's in KL. Sighh. Can't make the trip up to Genting Highlands with Ed and Niki because of that too. :( Can't possibly ask me to just go ahead without love and be a lightbulb rightttt. >.< Come back soon loveeee! I'm going nuts already! >:(

Haven't been feeling too good recently. Think I'm falling sick soon. Hahaha. Ohwells. Not feeling too good emotionally for some reason as well. Really tired of trying so hard when people don't even give a fuck. Maybe what Ed and PW suggested was right lor. I should just let her rot and not bother anymore. When she realised that she's in the wrong, it'll all be too late. Ahh well. What to do? Some people are just like that lor. I guess believing that she will change or that things will change for the better might be wrong. A leopard never changes its spots. So I guess that she will still be a like that, be it 5, 10 years later.
But. It's easier said than done lah. Can I really just wash my hands off her like that? Sigh! What to do! :(

Just admit that you're jealous please.
Your hostile attitude is seriously getting on my nerves.
I don't know why. But having to face you now makes me so very tired.
If you like him so much, feel free to go for it.
I'll wish you all the best though I'm pretty sure you won't succeed.
This character of yours are beginning to irk me, seriously.
You never open your eyes big enough to look and observe what's going on.
Time and again you step over the line and do things that push me away, resulting in us drifting apart.
Sigh. Have you ever thought about how I'd feel with you doing all these?
I'm just so fucking tired lah!

2:48 PM

I guess this is it..

The end of it all.

11:38 PM

SIGH. ):

How could you do this?!

-heart breaks into many many pieces-

11:26 PM

}a beginning

Thank you love.
For walking away from her when she approached you. ♥

&

}an ending

I tried to do something about the friendship.
But I got ignored yet again.
I wonder why I bother at times.
Sigh..

I guess this is it.

1:39 AM

Busybusybusy. :(

Haven't had much time to myself since mothers' day on sunday.
Seriously fking exhausted. =/
I think I might collapse anytime.
Anyways, since someone say my blog's very dead, I shall blog abit today. :)

The mothers' day lunch at Gram's went surprisingly well.
But I've to admit we really lack planning.
Though the quality of the food have improved alot since last year, it's all carbo and the aunts are not too fond of it.
Ohwells. We shall do better next year I guess.
But it's tiring to wake up early in the morning to prepare the things luh.
Ohohoh. Baked cookies for mommy too.
She gave me this 'wtf' look when I brought 'em to her.
But at least she tried it lahhh.
That's all that matters I guess?

Met up with Ling on monday to pass her cookies.
Mlx de say I shun bian take some for her.
It was a fresh batch okayyyy! >.<
Anyhoos, caught "What happens in Vegas" together.
Ashton Kutcher & Cameron Diaz are both effing hot I tell you.
The movie was great.
Though was a little emo after watching.
Makes one wonder when will you ever meet a person who's perfect for you.
Haha ohwells....

Had a long long day on tuesday.
Practically rushing here and there lahhh.
Was helping daddy with his work till 7pm okay!
Can die already.
Seriously don't have the chance to rest at all.
Luckily I asked to stay home after class today.
Though I must say I slept throughout the IMS tutorial today. =X

Ohwells.
Long day again tmr I guess.
Gonna get as much sleep as I can..
But I wanna level up first lahhh.
F ah F! Quick quick come and play with meeee. :(

How much more of your nonsense can I take?

1:16 AM

}edited.

ARGH.
I feel so fucking used by him.
When she is not around..
WAH. SO FUCKING NICE TO ME.
But when she's at his place.
TALK TO HIM ALSO NO REPLY.
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT.
I was STUPID to believe he meant anything he said.
Apparently once bitten but twice NOT SHY.
OKAY.
I'm just asking for trouble I guess.
Shall be a bitch and ignore him already.
I HOPE I CAN LAH.
ARGHHHHH. =/

WHERE ARE YOU SKY! :(

1:15 AM

Dropped by dad's friend's place to get my eyes checked.
&&& guess what.
I need to wear glasses. :(
Yes.
OMG ):

Anyhoos.
Hehe.
Finally persuaded YK to play sdo with me.. :)

2:44 AM

Been hiding at home the whole week playing sdo with Shishi and Niki.
Ohwells. Not like I have anything better to do anyway.
Wanna go out and play but there's no one to accompanyme.
Ahhh. Huairen! Come back soon leh!
4 more days! Can't wait!

He asked me to date him.
I won't deny I'm very tempted.
But no commitment?
I don't think I can stand for that.
Argh. What to do? :(

4:01 AM

YAY I FOUND IT!!

30 minutes with Fernando Torres
Hehe. :)

Ten more days. I can do this! ♥

1:35 AM

It's been a rather dull week other than Jieying's birthday dinner on monday.
Meant to blog after the dinner that night but I just don't feel right about using aunt's pc to blog. Argh. It's seriously stupid that I'm not able to blog when I'm in Singapore because she's always so kaypo and wants to read my blog. Sigh. So fucking annoying lahhhh. -.-
I still prefer my old url but I can't change it back because she'll read and then bitch about me. Zzz. Just gets on my nerves. _l_

Anyway!
Celebrated Jieying's birthday on monday at sakura.
Happy belated birthday, sweets! ♥

There was only Ling, JY, Jackson and I as Nat wasn't able to make it.
Nevertheless, we had loads of fun.
I'm seriously amazed with the amount of food Jackson ate.
How can anyone as thin as him eat so much?
Where does all the food go to?
Seriously. I even have some photo evidence okay!
Andddd. He's always eating the same thing till we stop him and then he'll switch to something else and does the same thing.
Hur hur! Too much raw food's not good.
I think I had a tad too much of the sashimi as well.
Anyhoos. We just stayed there from 730 to 10, leaving only when one of the waitress came and told us that they're closing for the night.
Roamed around at cine though most of the shops are closed.
We left around 1030 I think?
It was fun though it was only for a couple of hours.

Kinda looking forward to the next outing with the gang already... :)
}rest of the pictures can be found here.

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SIGH. ):
We lost to ~~Chelski~~ last night.
Omg. Just sucks so much lah.
I didn't want to wake up and watch us lose.
Don't wanna watch it with a ~~Chelski~~ fan in the house too.
Ohwells. Guess there's all we could do.
If only we haven't given them the away goal advantage.
Sigh. If only.. =/
I did wake up at half time to check the results though.
It was 1-0 then.
And when I woke up this morning..
I thought I remembered seeing something about Nando scoring as well.
Don't know whether it was a dream or what.
But.. He did score~
Sigh. But it's still useless.
Instead of grabbing the chance and try to make something out of it, they concede another two goals.
Wtf, I know.
Arghhh.
Somehow supersub's goal seems useless no matter how awesome it is.
It just made the scoreline seem better.
One thing I don't understand is why Rafa took off Nando so early into the ET though.
Hamstring injury he say.
Seems kinda weird to me, lah.
Ohwells. What's over is over.
Only thing in the match that I found hilarious was when Stevie pushed that fucking israeli away while trying to get the ball.

Aww.. Sucks to see Nando so sad.
Omg.. ):

When you walk through a storm, hold your head up high.
It's alright!
We shall go for both BPL & CL trophies next season!:)

Next up is Euro 08~
Come on Spain!

10:37 PM