Qing's blog

One kiss from you

I'm dreaming of one kiss from you
A love long and true
We'll go on and on and…

I don't wanna hear that I'm too young
To know it's love that makes me feel this way
'Cause I don't have to feel the heat of the sun
To know it's shining on me every day
When it's warm outside
And the look in your eyes
Is longing to show me the way
I don't want to wait

Just one kiss from you, and suddenly
I see the road laid out in front of me
You give me strength, you give me hope
And when you hold me in your arms
You make me whole
And I don't know just what I would do
Without one kiss from you

I don't wanna hear my time will come
When it feels like it's already here
We should learn to walk before we run
But why go anywhere when you're so near
'Cause when I reach out to you
So sad and confused
And feeling like I could cry
You dry my eyes

Just one kiss from you, and suddenly
I see the road laid out in front of me
You give me strength, you give me hope
And when you hold me in your arms
You make me whole
And I don't know just what I would do
Without one kiss from you

I'm dreaming of one kiss from you
A love long and true
We'll go on and on and…
I'm looking for one kiss goodnight
To last all my life
On and on and…

Just one kiss from you, and suddenly
I see the road laid out in front of me
You give me strength, you give me hope
And when you hold me in your arms
You make me whole
And I don't know just what I would do
Without one kiss from you

I'm looking for one kiss goodnight
To last all my life

Can't wait to see you tmr.
Wanna shower you with kisses & hug you tight.
Love you so much dear.
xoxo

12:10 AM

Freakshow on xdo. :D

12:05 AM

I miss you so much I can't help but cry.

How is it that you make me feel this way?
Like my heart is flying.
Like I'm actually soaring.
Like my soul is singing.

You do something to me,
Though I'm not sure exactly what,
That makes me always feel happy.
Even when I fall on my butt.

I spend my days thinking of you-
Of how you make me feel.
I'm not sure how to describe it.
Is this even real?

'Cause it's amazing to me
That I can feel like this
After such a short time,
And just one kiss.

But still, the fact remains-
In all that you say and do,
To say it simply -
I love you.

1:35 AM

Love is a splendid thing, they say,
And I believe it when you looked my way,
Out of the blue, things seemed to happen.
By chance or destiny, is the question.

A love so exquisite, yet so intricate,
In a world of only "you and I"
A love we can't even demonstrate.
A secret we had to keep for life.

I love you, darling, and it's from my heart,
I hope you know that you're no beggar from the start.
You make me fly without wings,
You make my heart wants to sing.

Every moment I spent with you,
Is every one of my dreams coming true.
More than words, I want to show you how I feel,
Someday, some place, sometime, I will.

Love is a journey for two,
Step by step, me and you,
The future we can't see,
Let love lead the way for you and me.

11:19 AM

Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale.

Deardear I will never leave you.
I love you too much.
& the thought have never even crossed my mind.
I was so afraid that this relationship might tire you out.
I can sense that you're feeling worn out having to deal with your parents & grandma.
I feel so helpless because I don't know what I can do to make you feel better.
All I can do is worry for you & hope that things are alright at home.
So scared that you might get scolded for this & that.
Time & again I kept thinking of what I can do for you.
But there seem to be nothing I can do at all.
Shagua~ I don't know what I would do without you.
I will hold onto this relationship of ours for as long as it takes.
I love you shagua~

3:30 AM

& this is why you don't know anything about me.

12:21 AM

Byebye black wings :(

I'll miss you T.T

10:39 AM

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Another week's gone by really quickly. So quickly that it's the last week of the term again. Gosh. For the first time, I'm hoping for a shorter break cuz a longer holiday means it'll be harder for me to see dear. :(

Had presentations on Tuesday and I think it went alot better than expected? Thought that I'll fumble through my speech or speak too softly but it turned out pretty okay. So, in all, I'm pretty happy with the results of the presentation. First part's nailed but I have another part to settle - stupid PMS assignment. Was up early on Tuesday morning to complete it but when I submitted it in, the darn lecturer told the class that we can submit it on Friday instead. WTF can? To think I sacrifised my sleep for that wretched assignment.... RAWR! So annoying lar!

Anyways, been coming home really late recently cuz I'll meet up with dear before coming back. :D Hehe so happy to spend more time with my silly dear. Hopefully mom will allow me to stay in SG next week lor. &&& I wanna go to Sentosa with deardear on Monday lar. -prays don't LA- (:

Was home the whole of today if you don't count the 1 hour plus I spent at piano. As usual, I spent my whole day idling away in front of my pc~ What to do.. I'm a bored person. :D
Hmms. Teacher was talking to me about the Yamaha Acad of Arts & Music. Asked me to give it a try. To be honest, it's all very tempting. But it's bloody 3 years lar! Won't deny that it is what I have dreamt about the past few years. But seriously, I wouldn't want to spend 3 years there lar. I.. can't bear to leave anyway :D
Baka asked me to look at the "opportunity cost". Kao. There isn't any "opportunity cost" lar. I can always take my dip in Singapore/JB. The only diff is that I won't be able to attend it like a normal school lar. It can only be like an extra curriculum?
Silly deardear~ I won't be going anywhere without you. I know you said you'll wait. But.. 3 years leh. You won't go mad I will lor. 3 days is enough to kill me, don't talk about 3 years lar. I have nothing to lose except for the chance to experience being surrounded by people who have a common interest. But then again, talking about music 24/7 might really just bore me to death. :D Shagua oh shagua. Whatever it is, you're far more important than anything lar. Muacks~ Love you silly dear~ (:

Anyhoos. Chatting with laojie about random topics at the moment. Somehow I'm not feeling too sleeply leh.. Don't know why. Hmms. Can't wait for tmr lar. Wanna see dear so badly can. 10 more hours! Quick quick quick~ :(

2:37 AM

Rawrrrr!

Baka PMS! Stupid PMS! Annoying PMS!
I still need another 1100 words lar! Kao. I wanna sleep so badly can.. :(
Somehow all the examples aren't doing me much help too. Hmms I wonder why..

Anyhoos.. Made lunch for deardear earlier today. XD
Hope it taste alright? & shagua~ I hope you like the flowers.. :D
Hopefully I can convince mom & dad to let me stay in Singapore the whole of next week then I can meet dear ler! An hour a day makes me go even more insane as I would be tempted to spend more time with dear. Rawrrr. If only I can spend all my time with dear? :D

Gonna head to bed as I've used up way too much braincells for the day & I can't think of what else to add to my already shitty assignment. Can't wait to see dear for lunch tmr. :D

&& touching up on my tattoo on friday! XD Can spend time with dear again!
Darling I love you & I'll never let you go.. 11 more hours to see dear! (:

1:33 AM

Haven't had any mood since last night.

Just felt so fucking pissed off with those people lar. Seroiusly man. How can anyone be this stupid! Just makes my blood boil at the thought of it. Fucking insensitive shits. Argh. When will they ever learn that there are comments that are best kept to themselves. When! Fucking brainless gits.
Didn't get much sleep cuz was thinking about it as well. I'm sorry lor. But I'm not exactly the type of girl most people will have a good impression of at the first meeting. So before judging others, I'd suggest they learn how to look at the people around them more closely first. Just because I don't show it means that I'm not like that. I can be a total bitch if I want to & not give a fucking shit about what others have got to say.

Hmms. Don't know why this incident made me wanna tattoo my whole back even more. >.< Even felt like tattooing on my arm & the back of my neck. Erks maybe I should call & check out the price? & not forgetting I need to touch up on my current one. Sigh. I wanna get my fucking pay lar! Hopefully I can get it by tmr or the day after.. If not, I'm seriously gonna throw a fucking fit.

Anyhoos. Can't wait to see dear tmr. Sorry for my horrible mood swings since last night. & thanks dear for trying to cheer me up. -hugs-

1:44 AM

FUCK MAN!

Why the hell are some people so brainless & shallow? So highly educated but yet say all these stupid & insensitive shits. Why don't people realise that there are things that don't neccessarily have to be said out? God. This is so frustrating.
Telling my dad about me not going home is one thing. Commenting about MY FRIENDS is another. God. How can anyone be so shallow?! Haven't heard of the phrase "don't judge a book by its cover"? Fuck it man! If having dyed hair means very "pai kia" like then I have no fucking idea what the fuck am I in people's eye already can!
Seriously, I DON'T NEED YOU FUCKING IDIOTS TO TELL ME HOW TO RUN MY OWN LIFE. I DON'T NEED YOU ALL TO CARE. Just fuck off from my life. SERIOUSLY. Any fucking comments just keep it to yourselves. Don't fucking add oil to the fire. This doesn't make me any better. It'll just piss me off & in turn, I'LL MAKE YER LIVES FUCKING MISERABLE.
Not happy about this post? TELL MY DAD LAR! Fucking insensitive & shallow piece of shit.
Oh & FYI, you ain't my parent. So learn to STFU. :D

*I shall not dirty my blog talking about those stupid, brainless & insentive shits :D

12:42 AM

Tuesday, 14th of Oct was our first month together.
Din really get to celebrate it but managed to have lunch together. Thanks dear for the roses though. Love 'em all so much k. :D
Since the day we got together, I've not been able to get you outta my mind. Everything I do, I think of you. So much that I think I'm going insane.
If only I could stay by your side every minute & every second, how great would it be? Just being with you is happiness itself. Don't need anything more than that.
Shagua~ 3 stalks of roses is enough for me. No need to get me 99. If not I can't hide ne :P
Love you too na dear. Can't wait to see you tmr. Wanna hug & kiss you so badly now... :(

The waiter & maid's secret love affair? :p

3:01 AM

没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你怀里顽皮嬉戏
是该做些事心里又甜蜜的
不想要不想要张开眼睛
我和你频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要和你一起
I wanna be with you
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I wanna be with you
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚有你的呵护我
不再孤独
I wanna be with you

傻瓜!
我可是第一次用华文blog
如果有什么错字不要笑哦(:

一个月了
和你在一起, 每一天都过的很开心
当不能见到你的时候, 什么事做不好
脑海里只想着快点要见到你
真恨不得要紧紧抱着你不放
傻瓜呀傻瓜
真的好怕你因为每天不够睡而病倒
如果真的病倒了, 要我怎么办呢?
要是能24小时陪着你多好哦
什么都不要, 只想分分秒秒和你在一起
我的宝贝傻瓜哦
你呀.. 真的要照顾好自己
不然每次看到你哪里受伤我会心痛的
快要12月了
真期待和你一起过第一个圣诞, 第一个新年
当然没忘了我们的生日 :D

Deardear!
好想快点见到你！
好想等下见到你的时候能够抱着你不放
想你想到快要疯了啦 :(

Qingqing要和vampy长长久久
永远在一起
傻瓜, 爱死你啦～
么么! Hahaha :D

2:36 AM

I want this na! :(

1:13 AM

★ Bendan & Shagua's love
Bikini season! -drools- :D

No prize for making the right guess as to which is mine :p

5:33 PM

Good week, bad week.
Good week, cuz deardear came into JB & my place a couple of days ago.
Bad week, cuz daddy got admitted to the hospital & some other stuff happened.

Rawr.
Whatever it is. I hope all the bad things pass quickly.
& all I wanna do is spend my time with dear.

Bendan sotong!
I'm missing you badly lar!
So wanna hug & kiss you now.. :(

Can't wait for monday to come quickly........>.<

& 14th is the date we started :D

2:36 AM