Qing's blog
Another week's gone by just like that. Time seems to fly really quickly nowadays. Come to think of it, I've one more year left before graduating from Uni. Sighh. I wonder what I'd do after I graduate. Seriously hope that I'm able to take my Dip in music. But then.. I don't wanna go off to some faraway place just to do it.
Other than Monday, I didn't exactly spend much time with dear this week.
Caught a movie with dear at Cathay before heading over to Cine's E2Max. I seriously like the chambers as I can slack & relax. && the privacy... :D
Anyhoos. Parting with dear is always horrid. Don't know why but somehow I'm being a tad too emotional lately? Even to the point that I can't help but cry when dear need to go home. Oh God.. >.<
Wed & Thurs were horrid. I wasn't able to see dear. & I wasn't even able to spend much time with dear msning or xdo-ing either. Just made me feel so miserable lar. Seriously man. That feeling just.. sucks. I wanna hug dear so badly but I can't. Sigh.. Ended up crying again. As much as I tried to hold back my tears, I wasn't able to stop them from flowing. Sorry dear if I made you worried..
Went to some singing showcase over at SMU on Friday night. It was pretty interesting though some of the singing need some brushing up. :D Well, I would be interested if there were to be any similar stuff in the future. (:
Anyhoos. Dear's kinda broke now so I gotta learn how to cook. Faints. Oh man oh man. So far the only thing I managed to cook for dear is pasta. I can't possibly prepare pasta for the rest of the week right... >.< Cham naaa.
>.< Dear watched some horror movie just now & was so scared. Sure hope dear won't have any nightmares lor. Oh God.. Please don't let dear have any nightmares..
Sometimes I wonder whether am I too demanding. I want to spend more time with you so badly. But yet I am afraid that I might wear you out. All the sacrifices you made for me.. I really don't know what else to say other than I love you. Yes, I hope that you can stay online till later just so we can spend more time. But I can't help but worry that you might get scolded, or you will be too tired the next day. I'm in such a dilemma I feel so helpless. & at times like this, all I could do was cry. & when I cry, I made you worried. Sighh.
Anyways, just wanna say that I love you too. Sorry for making you worried these few days. Darling, you mean so much to me. Thanks for all that you did for me, dear. I love you.. :D
10 more hours! :(
2:53 AM